Saudade (pronounced [sɐ.uˈdaðɨ] or [sawˈdaðɨ]) Portuguese for a feeling of longing for something or someone that you love, and which is now lost. Granddad. 400 year-old home. Ages 7 – now. Running. Breath. Health. Peerlessness. Boundless energy. Fits of giggles. Drinking water from running streams. First real kiss. Roses I grew, just that one time. Help me with this…

please tell me

Please tell me what I should wear what kind of things I should say what kind of car I should buy what kind of people I should smile at what kind of food I should eat what type of places should I go Please tell me what to do otherwise I’ll end up being myself