i crave your voice. i yearn for your words. i cry day and night but i can’t call you. not because i am too proud but because i am too scared of what i may get. or if i will be ignored. the rejection on top of everything else will just hurtle me off the edge again.
jaana, that night i needed you to say just one word. one word that could have saved me – STAY.
this time i will need YOU to look for me, to come find me- if at all. i just don’t posses the strength or courage. i meant every word said in love: i will love you for ever. however long that is.