Leo (Jul 23 – Aug 22) – ‘You may be moodier than usual now that the Moon is in your sign. You could even swing from feeling very optimistic to down-and-out in just a few minutes. Don’t take decisive action based upon your emotions, for they will continue to change throughout the day. Allow a few days in order to make the most rational choice.’
Choice? What choice? There is no choice.
I don’t understand rationality. I only know pain and the entire spectrum of it. From the tiniest twinge to the most gut-spilling pulls. And that kind of pain- it is like an unborn child wrenched from the womb. It leaves you all at once hollow and bleeding and in pieces.
This is killing me. Inside, something has begun to wither and decompose. It gives off that fetid smell of death. And it’s not my love for you that is dying. It’s me. It is the soul of love that has chosen to leave.
I will always love you, K, whether you stay or go. With all I have and whatever little is left of me.