i don’t know why you have pushed me away. i don’t know why or when i suddenly became  nobody to you. there are some things people are not supposed to know and perhaps, will go their entire life without ever having found out, or the chance to try and understand.

never mind. it means nothing to you, i know.

to me, you are still that beautiful woman whom i could not take my eyes off as she sat across the bar from me, one night in what seems so many years ago now.

it means nothing to you, i know.